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Friday, March 20, 2009 at 1:41 AM
sleepless night, again.

been days - weeks or since that day?
sleeping only after 2am when im extremely tired,
waking up at 9am or earlier for a whole day's work.
even on my off days - i woke up at 9am.

i feel guilty for not wearing the ring,
especially after that night.

i wanna put the ring back on my finger,
but one of my friends told me that i must not, or i'll never walk out of this shadow/fear/depression in my whole life.

can i just die?
it will be easier.

love is nothing but a lie.