friends.
i've a question about friends.

how true do u think ur friends are towards u?

such sensitive topic to talk/discuss about.

i'll write my point of view once im in the mood for some writing.

*x*o*x*o*

visited Ocean Park for the first time today, and im already so sure im gonna visit again soon.

baby,

thanks for all the time that u spent with me during those short visits.
thanks for being so patient and toleranting.
thanks for being so sweet and loving.
thanks for everything that u've done so far.

i love u, so much*

oh, btw.. there's more to come for the things u will be doing for me. heehee. [=






MERRY, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HAPPY, HAPPY BOXING DAY!!

*x*o*x*o*

never ever club in hk.
covers are woohoo!* i love* <3 shopping!

[=

xoxo

if one's that important.
why won't u spare that 5 mins?

shrugs. im so fat.
im getting SO FAT!!! ]=

2008 2008 2008!*
time for THE change change change! not pretty enough.
not beautiful enough.
not cute enough.
not slim enough.
not talented enough.
not hard working enough.
not lucky enough.
not daring enough.
not outgoing enough.

zero opportunities.

in short, never good enough.

if that's the case, how am i gonna fulfil my dream? how can it be love.
when it lasted only for a few months.

how can u say i love u.
when it was only days u've knew me.

how can u say u truly loved me before.
when it was just a matter of a few days.

love is never at first sight.
love develops from a nudge of a strange miraculous feeling of slightest liking and comfort and the urge to know one better.

love needs time to develop.
relationship needs time to nourish.
couples needs time to trust.

to me, time is the key.

love needs to be managed. let me tell u a secret..

im already on holiday mood!!!

<3<3<3 "inlove JAY C"

feels like the past, when im just 16.
feels like myself, my real self.
makes me happy, smiling.

2008!
the year that allow me to fulfil my one and only dream?
i wish, i hope, i pray ...and definately work hard for!

...like i can almost see it happening in the near future*

no longer a dream,
because im working towards that achievement! feels like the past.
watching mtv the whole day.
just like how i spent my days in the past.

mayb it's the night,
it makes me wanna cry.. again.
but i'm gonna be strong and hold those tears.

how do we know someone's faithful?
how do we know someone still loves you as much?
how do we know someone's telling the truth?
how do we know someone's not cheating on you?
how do we know...

so many questions.

no.
we won't know, never will know.
until the day, it's display in front of you like a play.

i never trust.

...and i never trust that there's someone special enough to love me the way i need. no longer have someone to talk to or to keep me company when i am down.
mayb, i've brought this to myself.
can't blame anyone for that, it's my decision ultimately.

as i am typing this, my tears rolling.
my heart's aching.
i am feeling so helpless.

mayb this is my punishment for not beliving in GOD.
mayb this is my punishment for breaking someone's heart.
mayb this is my punishment for every single sin.
mayb this is not a punishment,
mayb this is just my fate, my destiny.

there's nothing wrong being alone.
i will.
i must.
walk this tough life journey alone.
because that's my destiny.

bitter, forced smiles.
sad eyes.
heart aches.
loneliness.

making the best out of the worse.

because at the end of every day,
i just wish to smile from the bottom of my heart.. u drive me mad...

changing my hair color to red red red next year!
getting back my fringe next year too!

:D :D :D

i hate my sore throat...
it hurts too much.. ]=