my heart's feeling so unsettled. who to calm me down?
my heart's hurting. who to hug and kiss away those pains?
im crying. who to wipe away my tears?
feeling lonely every day. who to keep me company?
sleepless nights. who to sing me that lullaby?
reliving those nightmares each night. who to tell me it's alright?
all these stressful, and depressing days. who to give me the encouragement?
i need to voice out and tell the world how unhappy im. who will be listening?

when i felt unloved.
when i felt you slipping away from me.
when i felt things are ending.
when i lose faith.
when i almost wanna give up.
when i feel like killing myself. who to tell me "i love you"?

lick my own wounds in that dark corner. actually i have tons of questions.
but decided just down to one, that sums up everything.

when was the last time you've been sweet to me like before? im fucking tireddd and hungry ...and you never home!
havent have quality nor quantity talks for days.
diu.

xoxo

needa step out and know them more.
before i feel lonely and left out in the other life. after a quick washing up, here im in front of my lappie.
thinking through all the happenings in these two years.
so many zillions stupid 'n silly mistakes made,
so many many many regrets in life..

and i understand there's no time machine to turn back time.

im contented.
im happy with what i have now(:

no. im not gonna look back ever again.

xoxo

dance floor is my runaway..

for the last time.
imu for now, and never again. seriously i don't know what got into me.
im starting to get real impatient, frustrated and ...oh, whatever.
5th november is just 38days away, yet im starting to feel that time is passing way too slow for my liking.

oh, whatever.

rejected en for MOS ytd night, and other clubs for many many nights.
velvet dragon tonight?
shall see, shall see.

tireddd ...of work 'n singapore.

xoxo

i can be angry at the slightest thing.
and yet you love me all the same.
i hoped i can be more grown up and stop being so kidish..
but im just being me. boo):

oh yes.
changed blog.. AGAIN!
sorry folks.

it's gonna be the last, promised.

xoxo

TOOFATTOOFATTOOFAT!
TOOUGLYTOOUGLYTOOUGLY!
IHATEIHATEIHATEIHATEIHATE!