questions with no answers; refrained.

im a girl who wants to know why.
a girl with tons and tons of questions.
a girl who love answers.

but...

i need to stop asking, to please.
hence, the prick and uncomfort in the heart.
who cares?
no one.
so, it's there.

how does it feel to be in a normal relationship?

it's being too long, i've already forgotten the feeling.

looking at the people around,
i tried to console myself, that one day happiness will be with me.
it's hard, and im still trying each day.

especially when im doing it all by yourself.

maybe it's time to be alone again..
isn't it so me?
to be running away.

oh yes,
im running away - again.

so much thoughts.
so much feelings.
so much to say.

yet no one listen.

one single happy entry brings a thousand emtional ones.

god, help me.