Friday, April 4, 2008 at 12:29 AM
it's like a cycle, a routine.work; busy busy busy.
life goes on well.
once im free.. it's down time.
and that's when life turns to a nightmare.
so lonely.
so hollow.
hate the feeling of wanting to cry all of a sudden whenever im free.
hate myself for not able to move on from the past.
hate everything about being able to have that little rest time.
hate it when i've nothing to do.
i need to be busy.
i need distractions.
most importantly,
i need to move on.