Monday, April 14, 2008 at 11:51 PM
envious of people who smile in their relationship.envious of people who get so much love from their partner.
envious of people who get the attention and respect.
envious of people who found true love.
envious of people who are able to move on.
envious of people who left me behind in the past.
mayb my love life is born to be a pain.
mayb i have to go through years and years of heartaches and tears before i finally smile.
mayb this is just my life to live.
mayb... mayb... mayb...
i'll get used to the pain.
i'll get used to those tears.
i'll get used to the loneliness.
i'll get used to those insults.
the most stupid girl ever on earth.
and the most silly too.
hurting myself over and over again, yet refusing to let go.
my life is a joke,
and the joke is on me.