Sunday, March 2, 2008 at 2:05 AM
question.would u rather be friends forever?
or lovers for the time being?
for a coward me, i choose to be friends - at least i have u for life.
and i am trying hard to maintain the friendship.
but it doesn't seem to work no matter what i do.
i am so fucking STUPID FOOLISH SILLY.
who will be by my side when shits happen?
nobody.
and the only two person i can turn to and seek comfort had abandoned me.
yeap.
if u haven't realised, u do, in some way affect me.
and honestly, u're important to me.
it's time to move on.
erased memories.
learn to survive on my own.
and of course learn to let u go - completely, thoroughly.
i can't afford to let u stay in "there" any longer.
because it's torturing me. killing me. bit by bit.
but can i really let it go?
doubt so.
...
how well will i survive as a single?