Monday, March 24, 2008 at 9:06 PM
i don't know how long more can i endure..i've been pushing myself too hard recently.
but tonight..
i guess i just feel like crying.
mayb i need it.
but im holding back those tears.
i can't lose control now.
if i did.
that's the end, for me.
break.
...
when will things improve, just like before?
never.
that's my guess.