no one listen. so i can only talk to myself.
no one understand. so i stopped explaining.
no one care. so i started retreating into my dark corner.
no one love. because that is just the real world.

when the whole world falls apart,
can i still be happy?

xoxo

and if i talked too much.
you won't hear from me again.

xoxo

people might misunderstood me.
i might be that slut, that bitch.
but i don't care.
misunderstood me all u want.
all that i did was because u(they) are still friends, good friends that i cherish.

but i guess being friends is not as simple as it seems.

u befriend someone with a motive.
and when u failed to achieve whatever u deem.
the friendship just snapped.

and that so-called slut, the so-called bitch is..
just a silly girl trying to save that friendship, that joke.

shall move on, shall give up.
because i finally realised..
friends really do come and go.
they don't really stay - forever, not unconditioned.