Monday, January 14, 2008 at 7:55 PM
fourteen.it's the 14 today.
supposed to be happy 26th months anniversary.
but the fact that this is no longer a happy relationship.
it will be just another day.
...
and when u ask me what's the most fortunate thing that can happen in life.
my reply will be,
"having my family and u by my side, witnessing my life - and stay as part of my life"
stupid.
to be hurting myself over and over again,
not wanting to give up.
and a friend answered,
"leave singapore"
when i asked what's the best way to forget something or someone.
and i told this friend,
"i would if i could"
some day. one day.
when i have the courage and ability to do so.
i'll abandon whatever i've and start anew.
indeed,
i hate myself for loving u so much.
and i hate myself for falling back in love.