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Monday, January 14, 2008 at 7:55 PM
fourteen.
it's the 14 today.
supposed to be happy 26th months anniversary.
but the fact that this is no longer a happy relationship.
it will be just another day.

...

and when u ask me what's the most fortunate thing that can happen in life.
my reply will be,

"having my family and u by my side, witnessing my life - and stay as part of my life"

stupid.

to be hurting myself over and over again,
not wanting to give up.

and a friend answered,

"leave singapore"

when i asked what's the best way to forget something or someone.

and i told this friend,

"i would if i could"

some day. one day.

when i have the courage and ability to do so.

i'll abandon whatever i've and start anew.

indeed,

i hate myself for loving u so much.
and i hate myself for falling back in love.