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Tuesday, December 4, 2007 at 12:28 AM
no longer have someone to talk to or to keep me company when i am down.
mayb, i've brought this to myself.
can't blame anyone for that, it's my decision ultimately.

as i am typing this, my tears rolling.
my heart's aching.
i am feeling so helpless.

mayb this is my punishment for not beliving in GOD.
mayb this is my punishment for breaking someone's heart.
mayb this is my punishment for every single sin.
mayb this is not a punishment,
mayb this is just my fate, my destiny.

there's nothing wrong being alone.
i will.
i must.
walk this tough life journey alone.
because that's my destiny.

bitter, forced smiles.
sad eyes.
heart aches.
loneliness.

making the best out of the worse.

because at the end of every day,
i just wish to smile from the bottom of my heart..