Thursday, October 11, 2007 at 11:33 PM
long-distant relationship is a bitch.especially when you never know when exactly will it end.
no exact date nor time frame given.
it might be a year, might be two.. or even 10?
no. no definate answer.
wait.
the one and only answer.
this loneliness is killing me.
the fact that the social circle is so damn small worsen the situation.
friends come and go.
wait. are they even considered as friends...?
i don't know. maybe they only dropped by to get a benefit or two.
shrugs.
refused to submit to the fact that i couldn't handle long-d,
i've held on for a year, and many more years to come.
what would you think of me if i broke off just because i couldn't tolerant the distance and the lack of major physical appearence in my life? nope. i won't let that happen. im holding on. holding onto something we both believed in - a future together.