Monday, October 1, 2007 at 12:59 AM
crybaby's done with her crying tonight.feeling much much better now.
like i said, i lick my own wounds in that corner.
realised i don't have to explain because you never understand me.
realised i need to build this wall to protect myself from further damage.
realised i need to ignore and neglect in order not to get hurt.
realised im giving up trying to achieve what's my happines/love - whatever you called it.
realised i forgot something important..
no expectations, no disappointments.
im hiding.
im reversing.
im fading back into the shadows.
all i ever want is to feel real, needed and be a somebody to you.